We threw the blue saucepan away this weekend. There wasn't anything special about this pan. Not really. It was dented and the paint on the outside was flaking and the handle was loose. The nonstick surface inside was still there, but it had started to rust. So we threw it out. It doesn't matter. But … Continue reading The Blue Saucepan
I've been working on a short story collection. I've got the format done, I just need to fill in a few blank spaces with fresh stories. That should be in full swing shortly, and I will keep everyone updated when there's something to update!
Tonight he asked me if I'm okay I thought for a moment I said I was I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I told him I like myself better medicated That's only the half of it I'm afraid of myself Afraid of my blackouts Of my anger Of how the kids are going … Continue reading He Asked Me If I’m Okay
I say these words nearly every night. I should be sleeping. But instead, I'm up scrolling my newsfeeds, refreshing over and over even though I know it's 2am and none of my friends are awake. I should be sleeping. But instead, I'm up worrying about bills and how I'm not contributing enough to this family … Continue reading I should be sleeping
I'm Renae McBrian! I'm 27, a mom, a reader, and a writer. I currently work for MuggleNet.com on both their Instagram team and Alohomora! Podcast team. I post reviews and book recs and random posts about my writing. I am currently working on my second novel, and I will post updates about that on here, but … Continue reading About Me
All of my reviews and content are still accessible, but my site will be changing a bit over the next few days! Thanks for your patience, I suck at technology!
Again and again and again, I find myself writing these words. I'll get a little better, and then I'll get a lot worse. My mental health is deteriorating so quickly and I don't know how to salvage what's left. I can't afford therapy or medication. I'm too fucking depressed to go outside and get fresh … Continue reading I’m not okay.